QUOTE(mwight @ Oct 9 2007, 08:14 PM)

I wasn't in meditation, just in the waiting room at my dentist. Right now I am expiramenting with several different styles and thoughts on meditation. I am trying to make sense of it all myself. Eventually though I do hope to train in the Lei Shan Dao with Dr. Verdesi.
Ow nice nice, experimenting is good !
You put it in nice words i must say, the whole energything is a way of making sense of all these feelings

it doesnt stop it seems.
Your doing sumthing that works it seems, massive dantien vibrations and knowing what people will say isnt the thing the average human being encounters every day

can i ask you if you where scared or encountered other emotions while waiting at the dentist ?
I never noticed any strange red lights yet, certainly not ones that wake me up. Those lights are they big and how do they wake you up ? there brightness ? because you feel sumthing is present ? do they hang above you or in your room and do they move or make a sound ?
Dont answer if you dont want to, im yust curious to what this can be

Cheers !