Very lucid feedback RedKooga. I appreciate you sharing your perspective here, which I know from talking with you is from direct experience.
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There is a tradition in Magick of claiming secret knowledge that only initiates can understand. Initiation as I've experienced it often involves a lot of brain washing. The further in you go the more divorced from non-initiates you become until you're willing to believe things without the need for verification from the world outside of the group you've been initiated into. It can really feel as though others are blind to the truth since they don't have the relevant experience. The gap would be too huge to fill without them going through initiation themselves and so things just don't get questioned.
Now just for the sake of playing devil's advocate for a moment, because I do believe, on a practical level, this obviously an extremely useful point, but my question is ... how is this process you describe any different from initiation into even the most benevolent of
families or even
societies? You must learn a language, speak it according to agreed upon rules that you don't understand until you learn it. You must dress and behave and even think within certain guidelines, eat drink certain foods, avoid smoking certain plants.

Thoughts?
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After that the reality of what 90% of Magick was about hit me: Perpetuating religious beliefs, not science and art.
Interesting. Because one of the reasons I am most attracted to magick is that it feels like the closest thing to an actual spiritual science I've yet found. And most magickians I speak with have IMO an incredibly broad perspective on spirituality, and perhaps more importantly (for my temperament) an ability to detach themselves from
literal belief that I find lacking in nearly
every other manifestation of spiritual seeking. But you speak from experience with magick much deeper and much more socially connected than my own, and I take your opinion seriously. It makes me realize that Magick is no different that anything else; it too is based upon a set of beliefs. And maybe even more insidious in the long run because initiation in western ceremonial magick seems to frequently start out as a massive deconstruction of belief.
The above contemplations are coming at an interesting time right now, because in the past few days I've discovered a few key beliefs I've held for probably well over a decade (if not longer) that were so powerful and yet so buried and wordless I took them for granted as The Truth. And now in this moment as a result of thinking through this post, I am realizing another one of my long-held powerful beliefs; the belief that all beliefs are at least partially wrong and (important limiting part coming) that therefore I have transcended the need for beliefs and am completely free from them. Which is really far from the truth. Because at this stage of my journey, beliefs, even strong ones, are important and necessary. I realize the value in the first part of my old belief. That "all beliefs are at least partially wrong". And I'm cool with that. But it's time to step forward now ...
choose what I believe is right to believe and
have the courage to be wrong ... the guts to fuck up a lot and keep learning and revising.
(Sorry if this got Stuart Smalley-esque at the end. I'm having a positive thinking moment.

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Sean.