In the Toltec ‘view of the world’ we have the Nagual and the Tonal (pronounced “Nah-whal” and “Toe-nahl”). These can be viewed as an island (the Tonal) existing within an infinite ocean (the Nagual).
The Tonal is the personal self; it is everything about oneself and one’s world that can be described in words: your personal history, your personality, the details of your life, your associations with other people and the world, etc, etc. The Tonal is therefore your ‘view of the world’ and is upheld by your internal dialogue and your habitual behaviour.
The Tonal is a double edged sword because, to a seeker of spiritual freedom, the Tonal is the ‘great adversary’ but also, as will be discussed below, it is the greatest tool we have.
The Tonal is our adversary because it is our fixations of our Tonal that keeps us trapped within limited consciousness, and a tightly woven trap it is. For it is our internal dialogue that forms our view of the world which in turn determines our habitual behaviour and it is our habitual behaviour that reinforces our internal dialogue. A self perpetuating loop is created.
Eg: The individual says to themselves: “I am terrible with people.” So their inner conflict creates terrible interactions with people whence they say to themselves: “See, I knew I am terrible with people.”
The real problem is that all our available energy is enmeshed within this cycle, and it is this energy we need to make our bid for spiritual freedom.
The secret to unravelling the fixations of the Tonal is of course to stop the internal dialogue, and there are many practical techniques including:
• Not-doing: deliberately engaging in behaviour that is contrary to internal dialogue.
• Recapitulation: recalling all the memories that formed one’s view of the world and dissolving fixations and resolving energy losses at their roots.
• Sensory saturation: gazing, listening, watching the breath; also includes intricate physical activities for example martial arts kata and forms; immersion in artwork, music, calligraphy etc can also be included here.
• Internal dialogue interrupters: Zen Koan are a good example of this as are the “Who am I?” / “Who is asking?” practices. In this category the proper use of mantras can also be included.
The process of turning off the internal dialogue is called “Stopping the World” because when the internal dialogue ceases the inherent view of the world built upon that internal dialogue also ceases. And it is only when we stop the world (i.e. our Tonal) that we are able to experience the Nagual directly.
In this sense, when we dissolve all the features of the Island of our Tonal we merge back into the infinite Ocean of the Nagual (I am sure that you can see the Taoist implications here).
However, even though our Tonal is our adversary (so to speak) it is also the greatest tool we have for two very important reasons. The first of which is that our Tonal is our ‘road map’ to spiritual freedom in the sense that, because of our built up fixations, by following the ‘weave’ of our fixations we can trace ourselves back to our original self. The act of tracking the features of your Tonal and following its trail back to your original purity is called “Stalking the Self”.
The second very important reason why our Tonal is a great tool is that it provides us a reference point from which we can make sense of our experiences within the Nagual. The Nagual is infinitely mysterious and unknowable, words will never be able to describe it as words are strictly confined to the realm of the Tonal. So we need to be able to dissolve our Tonal so that we can experience the Nagual but then we have to recreate our Tonal so that we can both make sense of our experiences and also so that we can reveal and elucidate the ‘road’ leading to the Nagual to help others on their way.
It is this ability to create and dissolve the Tonal at will and have a completely fluid perception that, to the Toltec, constitutes true spiritual freedom.
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