But now some facts about me:
I´m 26 I live in munich (Germany). I started with the age of 7 with Judo-than swithed to Juitsu and finally came to Nanbudo.
Some years ago I started fealing that I was able to generate and move energie quite easy(but more in a intuitive and unorganisated way)-I was fascinated and finally came across tao.Unfortunately the last three years were very very bad for me and I was too ill and sad to really train it.But now I starting again.
Recently I heard about this ultra-deviation and I´m realy afraid of it.I only learned kind of hardstyle (yang depending) ki training but never had any lesson of softtsyle (ying developing).
What should I do to avoid this sickness?
thx and greeting from bavaria to all members!