I was gonna add this to the other thread on "black magic".

Magic is magic, and "black" is just a word.

But I'll tell you a little of what I've gone through.

For almost SIX (6) YEARS I've had a (so-called) "wiccan" hacker after me.

He's killed off EIGHT COMPUTERS, and cost us about $6,000.00, and I wouldn't bring this up here, but he's hacking my passwords here, I'm now on my 4th one, I think.

(Please see my other post in the TECHNICAL section).

If somebody would like to try to help me, it would be cool, if not, that's OK too.

Mostly, this maniac has tried to kill me, and he can't, so he's settled for tearing up eight of our computers.

He fancies himself this great magician, but frankly, if he was, I'D BE DEAD. Simple as THAT.

Now, I DO have a kind of 'Post Traumatic Stress Disorder' from being 'at war' for so very long.

This is all very complex, and I really hesitated to tell about it here in public.

If you know a way to help this kind of "war fatigue", I'd like to hear it.

Even more, I'd like to see this all END. But I'm on year SIX now, and that doesn't look very promising.

Thanks for any help, and for reading a very small bit of my story.

Peace, gossamer

I'd try finding a qigong master, tai chi master or someone to help instruct you on yoga practices or any meditation for that matter. Pick up the book Healing Promise of Qi, very easy instruction and I believe it will help with your PTSD. TRY SHAKING TOO!! I almost forgot about that, you'll feel way way way better too. Type in Shaking in the search box on this site. Bradford Keeney has a cd and book too. I dont have the slightest idea as to how to actually combat him though, other than getting a .45 and a shovel.

I can suggest a few things.

1. Do Meditation on Twin Hearts. This flushes out negative energy from your system and then impregnates you with spiritual energy. This meditation will increase your physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual health. Also it will purify and strengthen your aura so it will be more difficult for external influences to penetrate your system. A free guided online meditation can be found at www.meditationontwinhearts.org.

2. Read a book by Master Choa Kok Sui titled "Practical Psychic Self-Defense for Home and Office".

3. Salt bath. Water absorbs the negative energy from your system and salt neutralizes it. If you have a bathtub, take 3 kilograms of salt, soak in the tub with salt for half an hour.

Stop using computers?

This person must be after you for some reason. This is happening to you for the same reason. Know the reason to find a solution.

Failing that, do good deeds with no expectation of anything in return and all will be well

Yours in servitude,
James

Maybe pay a few hundred bucks for computer security service? I don't know anything about computers but doesn't reformatting the sucker fix it? Other than meditate, ground, send happy thoughts, pray, etc I don't know.

I had one interpersonal situation with a neighbor and I couldn't generate any positive vibes towards in order to break the cycle but I was able to change things with a bit of Vaastu/rebalancing the elements.

Good luck!

Your pal,
Yoda

If it is indeed a war then may I suggest that you obtain and learn from the Taoist "Art of War" by Sun Tsu?

As to the 'PTSD.'
While I practice a hap-hazard form of Taoism, it is not beneath me to utilize useful tools when I happen to find them. I would also suggest the Dhammapada, especially the section on the Twin Versus, as a self-help aid.

Whatever happens, do not retaliate. You will only be adding fuel to the fire.

chances are if hes resorting to computer tricks then his magic cant be too advanced,,, if you could get any info on the person ip address etc im sure we can take care of it

If you are sure that this is not came from inside you I normally recomending (perhaps I should write advertising) this paractice "http://www.inkaspirit.com/intllinks.htm" It is an eating practice where you learn to eat what he/she/it sends to you (yum-yum) and a lot of other tasty things. Or if you live in the neighbourhood of one of his student they probably could help you by eat up this energi.

For a completely different angle.

If you know this individual well enough, you might want to take it to a higher power. Literally talk to his teacher (head witch? warlock?) or parents. There are times when tattling gets results. The threat of exposing childish inappropriate behaivior may cool them off.




Michael

"chances are if hes resorting to computer tricks then his magic cant be too advanced,,, if you could get any info on the person ip address etc im sure we can take care of it........."



Here's two photos of him that are a couple of years old..........

He's "Silver Crow", the Neanderthal looking one .

One of him with a woman named 'Raven' (that photo is entitled "A Crow and a Raven"), and he's in another photo with four other people.

He's from Little Rock, Arkansas.

I'd include his website too, BUT, if you 'click' on it, you get *20 MEGABYTES* of negative stuff, including A KEYLOGGER.



http://www.ozarkppd.ozarkpagans.com/photos.htm

Thanks!


Peace, gossamer

NO, NO That's NOT WHAT I SAID........................I said that I would ALSO include HIS OWN WEBSITE, but I would NOT do that, because IF YOU CLICK ON HIS OWN WEBSITE, THAT YOU WILL GET THE BAD STUFF...............including a keylogger.

But I DID NOT put that website address on this Forum at all!

Please read that post AGAIN.

Thanks, gossamer




I'd like to point out that Gossamer in his last post on the thread he started (Black magic..) gives a site that he says if clicked on will load a key logger virus onto your computer. If true, thats really bad and should be removed.

Kinda like here's a really bad magic site, cool pictures, but don't click it.

Its not a good thing to have in a post, if he's right. If he's wrong its still questionable.


Michael

Sorry

M.

A couple things. First, if he is attacking you, then he is not a Wiccan that is following the rede. The first/only law is An' it harm none, do what ye wilt (yes, Gardner ripped that off from Crowley, just like lots of his rituals). He can only expect it to all come back on him threefold if he is a Wiccan.

As for advice, look up two rituals: the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram (which can allegedly strengthen the aura as well as utilize Divine protection) and the Rose Cross Ritual (which allegedly cloaks your "astral impressions" with white light, don't let the use of Y'shua get to you, it has more meanings than most preachers understand). Practice each of these daily, two to three times if possible. As others said, don't retaliate, just let nature take its course.

Also, why is it that you think it is this guy? Did he tell you he was doing it? Did he have a reason? Are you sure you aren't just going to unscrupulous websites?

First, the old wise craft is way OLDER than (so-called "wicca")!!

Secondly, the "wiccans" use the REDE when it's CONVENIENT for them to do so!

Other times, they blow it off.

I don't think that Sean would be real pleased if I told the whole 6 year story here on the Forum.

It concerns a lot of things, but one of the central issues is, I used to be a patient at the hospital where he used to work (as their main computer security guy.......what a RIOT!), and he hacked my PRIVATE medical records, and put some of my PRIVATE medical information here in public, ON THE INTERNET.

I told the hospital either YOU fire him, or I'm getting a lawyer, and I'm gonna sue your ass off!

Long story short.....they fired him on June the 6th, 2005 (the Anniversary of D-Day which I found rather fitting!), and he's been after me before, and and after, I got him fired from his job.

I'm NOT sorry, and I'd do it again tomorrow, if I had the ability.

He's whined and cried because I got him fired. Too bad, so sad. Both the FBI and the Secret Service (who does cyber security for The Dept.of Homeland Security) know about him, but have SO FAR, done nothing!

He also has our ISP's mainframe computers hacked TOO! And they KNOW IT, but will do nothing, because "We don't get involved in personal vendetta's". PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.

He's killed off EIGHT of our our computers, and is working on number nine, and he has cost us over $6,000.00 so far.

Not to mention my PTSD.

He was also running tons of pornography (spam) out of the aforementioned hospital computers, and they told me that it cost them thousands of dollars to get their computers cleaned up and running again.

He got NINE MONTHS of un-employment when he got fired, because the hospital was afraid that all of this this would go public.....out into the newspapers, and on to the TV news.

And I DIDN'T really get him fired, *he got HIMSELF FIRED!*

And that's just a small part of the story, of his 'urban terrorism'.

Peace, gossamer

You know, I would simply LOVE for all of this to STOP.

But this man is SICK emotionally, and some of me actually feels SORRY for him!

But I don't believe that he'll EVER STOP. Ever!

But mostly, I wanna get well from the emotional toll that this has taken on me.

I'm gonna buy the Qi-Gong book by Roger Jahnke, I read all of the reviews at Amazon.com, and it sounds GREAT!

If someone could actually use spiritual techniques to STOP THIS PERSON, I'd be FOREVER GRATEFUL!!

I just wanna GET WELL, and be WHOLE, you know??

It's really pretty SIMPLE.

Peace, gossamer

Visit a daoist temple

Okay, what you should do is stop thinking of the guy. Constantly thinking about someone creates a psychic cord that links you two. And the nature of your relationship is very toxic. Whatever you think creates thought-forms that attach to your aura and chakras. So if the nature of your thoughts towards each other his hate-oriented, your auras will be filled with negative thought-forms and will have a negative effect on other aspects of your system. So, first things first, ignore him. Whatever he does, do not react, not even in thought. Whenever you think about him, try to steer it into a positive thought. Visualize the two of you in peace, happy, smiling. If you give out happy and peaceful thoughts, it will reflect on your aura, and it will repel his negativity. So think of good thoughts and smile. This releases good energy.

If you are inclined towards Western Mystery Traditions, I would suggest you learn the Qabbalistic Cross and the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram (LBRP). This is a standard ritual for aspirants of the Western path. It is very easy and simple, and can be done in less than five minutes. The Qabbalistic Cross brings down spiritual energy and imprints it on your aura and grounds it in the physical plane. The LBRP is for protection. It is basically constructing a protective circle with pentagrams marking each direction. Then the pentagrams are empowered by reciting certain names of God, and then invoking archangels, and implanting a hexagram in your system. Don't be intimidated, it's very easy to perform. Not only does the LBRP protect you, it also purifies you of unwanted influences. So it will help you recover from PSTD. If you want to push it further, I suggest you also try the Middle Pillar Exercise. This is very similar to the microcosmic orbit meditations of Qigong and Yoga. I can suggest a book that will best help you learn these:

"The Middle Pillar: The Balance Between Mind and Magic" by Israel Regardie.

http://www.amazon.com/Middle-Pillar-Balanc...5972&sr=8-1


If your inclination is towards Eastern Mystery Traditions, you can turn to Yoga and Qigong. I myself am an aspirant on the Eastern path.

For your predicament, the simplest thing I can recommend, as I did in a previous post is the Meditation on Twin Hearts. It activates your heart chakra and crown chakra, brings down tremendous amounts of spiritual energy that will flush out negative energy from your system and then subsequently energize your chakras and energy body. When your body is cleansed and energized, at the end of the meditation you are guided to ground/root yourself. It really is amulti-purpose and multi-faceted meditation. Additionally, it fortifies your aura so negative energy will be repelled. For more info about this meditation and free online guided audio, please visit www.meditationontwinhearts.org . Try it and if you like it, I suggest you take a course on Arhatic Yoga. Arhatic Yoga gives you more advance and powerful spiritual practices that proceed after Meditation on Twin Hearts. http://www.pranichealing.com/arhatic-yoga .

If you are interested in Qigong, I suggest you learn Mantak Chia's Inner Smile and Microcosmic Orbit Meditation. www.universal-tao.com . The Inner Smile cleanses and energizes the organs, which according to Qigong theory is where negative emotions are lodged. The Microcosmic Orbit Meditation stimulates the front and back major channels of the body which circulate chi. This removes blockages and will help you recover from physical, emotional, and mental illnesses. This will also strengthen your body and aura. I've read several of Mantak Chia's books and I can recommend:

Awakening Healing Energy Through Tao by Mantak Chia
http://www.amazon.com/Awaken-Healing-Energ...7108&sr=8-2


My personal preference is the Meditation on Twin Hearts and Arhatic Yoga meditations. You should see what works best for you.

May you be blessed with divine light, love, and power.

Spiritual_Aspirant that was well said GOOD ON YOU!
I would of said almost the same thing--i just hope people here see what great words of advice have been given.
Peace

I wanna say 'Thank you!' to everyone here who has been so kind to write to me!

You all have been really sent by Dao to speak to me......and I REALLY appreciate each of you!

'Thank you' seems so hollow, but I'm not sure what else to say.

But I was a new comer here, and you made me feel like I was right at home, and THAT feels really GOOD!

Thanks again to all of you, gossamer

Gossamer,

I am sorry you have been having these troubles. I wonder if its possible that your computer challenges are unrelated to this individual? I am with Earthlink and have had alot of problems but noone is hexing me that I know of.

Something you can try is- deeply relax your entire body. Try to find the part of yourself that is unaffected and unconcerned with this individual. Now, imagine yourself standing in a beautiful field. Invite this individual to join you. Tell him (and mean it) that you forgive him for any harm he may have done you and ask for his forgiveness in return. Imagine him responding positively, thank him, say goodbye, and end the exercise. It would help if you could find a place of true forgiveness inside yourself before undertaking the exercise.

see what happens-

I know that you mean well, and I'll try your exercise, but please just read the WHOLE story and THEN decide if perhaps I've just made this all up.................

gossamer



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Remember, this reads like a diary.........it's now been SIX YEARS.

Reading downward, it starts from the beginning, and goes into NOW (almost).

I have REMOVED all REAL personal names.

We are NOW on our NINTH (9th) Computer. And he's "working" on it!






I've had a (so-called) "wiccan" hacker after me for 5 (FIVE) YEARS.

Here's "our story".

It reads *backwards* like a kind of diary (which it really IS).


This is a long and rather convoluted story.

It started last June (2003), and it continues until this day.

I used to operate a Yahoo group, it had a member on it named "Rev."
Silver Crow, or 'Corvus Argentum', or '....................., or take your
pick of probably a hundred other I.D.'s.

This all started with a disagreement about words and titles.

Someone on my old (first) Yahoo e-list asked me about folks who use
titles like "Reverend", and "Master", and such.

I personally dislike titles and labels like these.

Anyway, I digress, when I publicly said that I didn't care for such
titles, this person 'went off' (so-to-speak) .

This debate went on for several days, and when I asked for it to
cease, this person threw a fit, and when I threatened to moderate him,
he got downright nasty and vile.

I removed him from the list.

Well, it turned out that he was an expert computer hacker, and the
lady who 'set up' the beginning of this argument over titles was his
lover (and she was married..... ..incidently) .

I think now, that the whole thing was just set up by her, as she
disagreed with me on a whole gamut of things, but instead of dealing
with this upfront, she subtletly 'set up' this argument with someone
that she already KNEW was an expert computer hacker.

It turns out later, that I was given a recorded (on audio tape)
telephone conversation between she and this hacker, by a friend.

In .................., the law says only ONE person has to know if a
conversation is being recorded during a telephone conversation.

This was the start of a 13 month battle, that continues till this day,
as I said above.

I lost my first PC to this man, as he 'turned off' the video card on
it, so that it would no longer work, and he finally gave it the 'My
Doom' virus, which even damages the computer's hardware!

He also ruined two more loaner PC's from friends of mine.

Finally, some like minded friends (who's PC's he had also hacked) and
myself went to the F.B.I., last October 6th, 2004, about this man.

We gave them (the F.B.I.) PROOF, the recorded audio tape of him
bragging about hacking people's PC's, and a log of him hacking through
MANY computers, using the computers at the hospital, where he USED to
be employed.

As it turned out, the F.B.I. ALREADY KNEW ABOUT HIM, but refused to
prosecute him as he had (at that time) not met a supposed $10,000.00
ceiling for damages that occured while he was hacking our PC's.

That is, a hacker has to cause at least $10,000.00 in damages, to be
Federally prosecuted.

I knew (as did everyone else who's computers that he had hacked) that
he worked in the largest hospital in................., in .................., as one
of their main tele-communications people.

After he had put some of my PRIVATE Medical information on the internet (in a
Yahoo group), which violates the HIPPA Act, I called them on June 1st,
and by June the 6th, 2005, he was no longer an employee there.

When I had an angio-gram done at The.....................Heart Clinic that
turned out reasonably well, .......................... had hacked their
computers, and when friends called the Heart Clinic they were
told "That I was supposed to not live through the night", when in
actuality, I was home from the procedure by 7:00 PM!

He had been employed there for a long time, around 8 years, I
understand.

He has also 'taken captive' two of my old personal e-mail accounts,
and thus, because I had only MYSELF as 'an owner' of my e-mail groups,
he also took the e-lists 'captive' too.

He went to my old high school website where I graduated from in 1970,
and told them that I was 'dead', they even posted a photo of me taken
from my old high school year book, in 'the deceased' section of their
1970 Graduates.

It took me SIX MONTHS to NOT be "dead", at this high school website,
after he did what he did.

He sent a girlfriend to my front door in ....................., posing as a County
D.H.S. worker (this too, is a felony), scoping out where, and how, I
lived.

My feeling is that this was for a potential 'hit' on me.

He's had a friend of his in prison call my sister, as she was 'my next
of kin', on my hospital forms (which of course, he hacked).

He HAD a legal license to "Minister" in the ..................... Prison System,
til I had a little chat with the Director of the Ministry section
there on the phone.

He's an "ordained" and licensed Minister, in the state of .......................

My sister and her husband finally had to call the ...................... Attorney
General to have these calls to their home cease.

He attacked another person's computer (at work) who just happens to
work for the .................... Secretary of State.

I later learned that both the F.B.I. and the ....................... State Police
raided the Secretary of State's office and confiscated many computer
hard drives and other PC items, but still, this man was NOT
prosecuted.

He later ran this lady off of the road, with his van, to where she had
to get a restraining order against him, as she was terrified that he
would kill her.

He had his cronies follow me late at night in ..................... to where I had
to travel armed (which if you knew me personally, is really hard to
believe).

After he was fired recently from ..........................., he shot out a friend
of mine's truck window, just as a not so subtle threat, because this
friend helped me to get him fired from his job.

Still he was not prosecuted, for lack of evidence (he used an
exploding bullet, which cannot be traced).

We currently have reformatted our current PC, 3 times (I had
reformatted my old PC 9 TIMES, and my friend in ................. has
reformatted his PC, 24 TIMES!), and we have a proxy server with a
firewall, two more external firewalls, one internal firewall, and
still he has hacked our PC, even though we're almost 700 miles from
........................!

When I first joined this group, I had one ID, that lasted one whole
day, then I had to change the password, and now when I post, I DON'T
have to sign in, or out, which leads me to believe, that Silver Crow,
is also 'riding in' on my ID, and password, for this group.

I have an old IP address (from last October) for him should you want
it.

I guess that my question is, what would cause someone to be so sick
that they would stalk me all around the internet, just over an
argument about titles?

What must have actually happened to this man in his life to NEED this
sort of twisted and perverted 'power'?

This is just a small part of a much longer story, that is actually
MUCH darker than I've told here.

I just needed to gripe, I hope that that is OK with everyone.

.................................

P.S. I have one more thought..... that probably, this man is in 'The
Witness Protection Program'.

This is really the ONLY thing that I can think of, that makes ANY
sense, as to just WHY, he has not yet been arrested!

Now (today) Oct.27th, 2006.

Here's the rest of the story....... ...one night in August of 2005, a
........................Police woman shows up at our front door at 1:30 AM, because
this psycho had had one of his girlfriends call my brother, who then
called my mother and wakes her up, and then they call my ex-wife who
calls the ................... Police Dept. with all of them thinking that I had
been killed in a horrible car crash (this is what he had one of his
girlfriends tell my brother in the initial phone call)....... ...and
the Police woman wants to know if I am ......................., and have I been
in some horrible car crash?

Next, he has our HOME TELEPHONE disconnected. Literally.

He goes in and hacks Qwest's computers, plus, he calls them using >MY
Social Security number<, pretends to BE ME, and TURNS OFF our home
telephone!!!

I had to go to my Doctor and get a statement saying because of my
medical conditions, we HAD to have a telephone connected ASAP.

It took them THREE DAYS to get our telephone service restored, and
about another WEEK to get our old telephone number back.

At that point Qwest was so angry, they were talking about prosecuting
him, but so far......... NOTHING has come from this.

He's like Bill Clinton, he's pretty much 'teflon', at least so far!

He at this moment has our ISP HACKED, and they know it, but will so
far, do NOTHING to stop him!

We've had "items" put on our telephone line (by the Police) to catch
his hang up or breathing calls where he is saying nothing on the
phone, and the calls are coming from ........................ ....it has just gone
on and on and on.......... ......... ...for three years now!

I have lost probably 6 or 7 e-mail accounts to this mad man. We cannot
NOT write certain people because he blocks the e-mails from going
anywhere, I suppose they disappear into cyber space, or go into one of
his computers.

We are NOW on our 6th (SIXTH) computer.

But as a friend of mine says; "He's just an URBAN TERRORIST", and
after all of the Government's TALK about stopping terrorist's, they
are only talking about folks who blow up buildings and
such........ ....and NOT this kind of 'urban terrorist'.

Tell me that this is NOT a sad and pitiful story of TOTAL Govt.
FAILURE!

For Freedom! ....................

I give you my word that every WORD of this story is TRUE and actually
happened.



I have gone through probably 35 e-mail addresses since this began.

Yes, I told the story here before.

And what good did it do?

...................... asked what my disability was.

My most timely disability is this psycho trying to DENY me internet
access!

PERIOD.

My wife works for the largest hospital in ............................, and he has
HER COMPUTER HACKED TOO.

Everyone that she types on, he gets their Social Security Number,
their age, their address, EVERYTHING.

A blatant violation of the HIPPA Act!

I use my REAL name when I can. That's more honest, and it's makes more
sense to me.

But to lose probably 35 e-mail accounts to this socio-path, OK, I'll
just keep changing e-mail addresses.

He wants to play, let's play.

Furthermore. ...I'LL KEEP TELLING THIS STORY TO ANYONE WHO WILL LISTEN.

Is that "crazy"? I don't know. I just know that I'm pissed.


Here's MORE:

When you read our story here, how did it make you YOU feel?

I have seen this socio-path hack:

1. The.................. Police Dept.

2. The .................. Public Library.

3. Literally hack Google's server's with impunity.

Take information off, and put other information back on Google.com.

4. Hacked Amazon.com to keep me from writing book reviews.

5. Hacked every hospital that I've gone to since 2003.

Which is a blatant violation of the HIPPA Act, and is a FELONY.

6. Hack www................ and literally take it down, off the
internet for about a month. Solely because I (use to) write there.

www.................... is a website devoted to ..............................

7. Hack........................... High Speed Internet servers. OUR ISP!

8. Hack Qwest telephone co.

9. I have literally seen him hack someone's computer in the UK, to
where they had to go out and buy another hard drive for their
computer.

All of this, because this person was a friend of mine.

10. He literally has hardware and software that he got from another
hacker that was used by our (American) goverment to spy on other
countries computers overseas.

How does all of this make you FEEL?

I'd like to know, how does it make you feel?

I'll answer another person's question here in this post.

He "camps out" on our IP address inside of ..................... server's.

........................ KNOWS that he's doing this. THEY KNOW, but *refuse* to help
because: "We don't get involved in personal vendetta's".

And I've been told (a number of times) that it's IMPOSSIBLE to hack a
computer's BIOS, going through the internet, and to hack it's actual
hardware, is also IMPOSSIBLE.

This crazed man is using equipment that USED TO BELONG TO THE U.S.
Government. That OUR GOVERNMENT used to "hack" our enemies with.

How does this make YOU feel?